OP, all of that. Short and sweet, I care very little these days. It's like something you loved as a kid and while it's kind of cool, it has nowhere near the same value in your life today. I went from going to 3 to 5 aways games a year since I don't live in S FL to not one in 15 years. It is what it is.
The part that sucks most is that this is something that was an amazing part of growing up and my early adult years. I literally loved thinking of taking a son or daughter one day, experiencing the same things I did with my family, etc. I hope to take the kids one day, but I never dreamed they'd be 14 and 11, with not a single game attended.