I'd be lying if I said I'd say a prayer for you, it just isn't something I do. Having said that, I hope everything comes back positive and you'll live out those dreams you listed. Keep us updated and don't worry about posting it on the football board. You're going through something serious, football....it's just a game.
When did you move to Japan, where, what for, etc. Should you not mind answering and how do you like it there?